And I am trying to make it to the end of the year. I applied online to the gas station company that is taking over the fuel center at Albertsons. I went to the address they listed for face-to-face interviews and it wasn’t there. No signs, no balloons, no nothing. I drove all up and down that street and saw them nowhere. So I’m wondering if they either had the wrong date on the ad or they had to cancel for some reason. There was no phone number in the ad to call. But I did fill out the online app and I’ll keep checking to see if maybe it’s going to be later this week. Meanwhile I will update my Kmart app and check to see if I need to update my Save Mart app.
Kmart still hasn’t gotten those freakin’ bells in, and I’m beginning to worry that they won’t be carrying them this year. I’ve been making gingerbread ornaments and have sold two sets. I’ve sold several glass ornaments, but to be honest I’d hoped to sell more by now, even with the bad economy. I’ll have several sets of lampwork beads for sale soon. I also got a request for some of my polymer book marks. I may make some more of them. They do make great stocking stuffers. I think book marks may become obsolete though, what with the e-readers getting less and less expensive.
Sometimes I wonder what the point is to my life and the ongoing struggles. If it weren’t for some very dear people who’ve helped me lately I don’t know where I’d be. Not anywhere good! I’m supposed to call the local mental health center about getting re-evaluated and change my antidepressants. I’ve been on this one for about 12 years, and it just isn’t working like it should. After a while it becomes evident that something isn’t right. I wonder how many creative people suffer from depression?
